The guilt augh

I just booked the flight for a work trip for the end of February, big trip, five days to the opposite coast, my first time going west of indiana. If all goes well, I'll be giving my notice just after it. Unofficial notice, I'll be telling my boss, C before I give official notice.

If C weren't my boss, I would have told her already and I wouldn't feel so guilty. Before she was my boss, I went to her place for some holidays, I literally lived in her barn apartment and did laundry in her house for five months. We've watched each other's dogs. But I can't give her earlier notice because I'm afraid she'll tell others and make changes based on that given the big projects this year and I still need to pay my mortgage through march

arg