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[unicornduke]

I left the house two days in a row for work related things, both days I thought I might be out the whole day. Yesterday I was out the whole day working with a coworker who is really nice. We were seeding onions and leeks so it was tedious but not difficult. Then today me and another coworker drove down to clean up some of last year's trials, sorting sweet potatoes and moving bins around. 

I am exhausted. Not muscle tired but I'm ready to sleep. Talking, acting like a person who can hold conversations. Difficult. Yesterday was better because that coworker totally understands how everyone lost their shit in february and didn't care if we stopped talking. 

I've been sleeping plenty too. Ugh. 

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[unicornduke]

It was also because I wasn't expecting it to be so tiring. I worked in the field as normal last year, I spent time around my coworkers because you can't really do agriculture research virtually. But I hadn't realized my brain had lost all coping in the months from November to March and the whole thing caught me off guard. Ah well.

[graydon]

Yeah, I am a little worried that the next time I have to deal with people in person I'm going to hiss and throw salt.

Still, I ought to have time to plan and psych myself up for it.